....LIFE!!!!!
My Brain imploded but I fixed it....then it exploded.
Good Lord and Monkey Mongoose what an interesting few months it has been, my mind/feelings have been up, down, up, down, horizontal, down and have now Finally settled on Up for the most part......a bit too up at points, I was told off at work because I walked in and looked to happy, so I was told to leave the room and come back in looking depressed to be there as no one should be that happy when arriving to work. I was then told to stop smiling....which I just couldn't do XD My supervisors are weird.
Anyways back on track to more structured ramblings.....it's funny how you don't relise just how bad you are feeling untill you feel better, look back and think 'Good God I was a mess wasn't I?'
I got really......really low for a while there, had to go to the doctor, who sent me to a therapist, who did all the funky questions to work out just where my depression and anxiety was sitting.....well look at that 'severe depression'....no wonder I felt like crap....we must fix that.
FEAR NOT! for I am going to continue to fix myself as I am NOT going back to 3 years ago EVER, nope, no way.....I blame genetics *waves fist* oh well it means mum and I can bond over being mentally unstable and scare small children and wine tasters (another story) with our awesomeness.
So on to happy news, I got scabies.....no wait thats not happy that's icky, doctor can't work out where the heck I got them from but hey I got to chase after people for a while screaming "I'm gonna infect you!". They are gone now, I hope.
Um happy news happy news.....I went home for a few days the other day, only got to stay for 2 and half days as work awaited. I lefy with a back pack and came home with a suitcase. I bought back some more of my Soft Toys (YAY!!!!), my old clothes that I can fit again (More YAY!), Dad fixed my YGO Duel Disk so that returned (F#%^ YEAH!), and I had a sudden craving to play with Lego so that all came too (Teg and I spent the night building up the old pirate ship), plus all sorts of other lil bits n Bobs that make me smile (I'm such a horder).
When I was home I also got to catch up on all the Monro Street Gossip and good lord it's just one big soap Opera here's a small run down of what I can say.
-people split up due to one of them sleeping with the partners best friend, who used to go out with the other friend (who used to live with them), someone is an alcoholic who tried to commit suicide, someone has been made redundent, someone is in therapy as they have to learn to protect their own emotions before they try to help the others. There is sadly now a custody battle between the couple who split up, someone is acusing their partner of hitting them (though it isn't true and we all know it), one couple are having problem as they are trying to work out if their child has epilepsy.
Yeah so that is only three couples there (try and work out which couple is my parents.....it's actully pretty easy XD).....Yet this isn't as bad as the street we lived on before this....that street involved scizophernics, a guy who came into our house nekid, a women who wanted to kill her husband and kept asking to borrow and axe and kids jumping off roofs oh and Pippa and I used to play in the dumpster (where they threw out art supplies).
good lord I just keep rambling on and on.......maybe I should go to bed....yeah that would be a good idea due to needing to work in the morning.
I havn't even typed half of what I wanted to say but I'm tired to continue XD
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